My Nonsense Blabbering

It's been awhile since I've written my last entry in this blog. Well, just like people guest, I've my brain stuck in somewhere out there--actually, alot of things has happened ever since, and it really made my sense of writing getting blocked. Anyway, this's the first posting on 2011. I hope it'll be a nice prosperity for me and for you, of course. #wink wink

It's a reasonable though about why I just lost my you-know-my-sense-of-writing. Block exams in med faculty got my nerve. Jesshhh... Bad result, too many stupid random things to do, and org responsibilities. I wish I could pick another profession just for secs. Haha.

While on my way through the alley, I always keep my mind imagining of whether I could have another life in another dimension. Such a silly imagination, huh? I'm not a kid neither a young lady who hope so much about 'Fairy Mother' or who so over. Little bit I know about my success seniors who have already been doctors, they always say that a life will be empty if you never fill it with struggles. Or should we say, 'PERJUANGAN'? Yeah, just like that. But, it's sucha hard for me to do those 'STRUGGLES'. Since I was young girl, I never feel how nice of our life if we're being a explorer. I mean, my child sickness gave a lot of contributes of my decision then. My mom kept me in home, if I wanna playing, I should ask for her permission. Or not? Well, I would be prisoned in home--nothing to do. In other case, I still felt lucky because I have schoolmates who really enjoyed myself as a part of their playing-community. They are my neighbours, so I just asked them whether they wanna play a game in my home or not.

Movies gave me many wonderings. A reflection of my stupid-wild-imagination. Sigh, I keep using 'imagination' in this posting. Haha~ XD

So, my conclusion of oh-so-not-romantic-and-wonderful-life, writing has been my passion. Since I wrote my late short story in elementary level, my life suddenly changed and transformed into a better shape *?*. It's not like a PowerRanger, you know. orz
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I wrote my dull idea through ffn. Starting from FNI and so continuing in The Chronicles of Narnia fandom. I'm happy being writer though money is not the priority. Hobby is just making your heart being fullfill again--when I used to say my heart is empty. Khekhe... And, I still writing since now. Yeap~

So, I ask my self : "Is it wrong to have a 'kid-imagination' when we've been 20?"
Unyuuu~~